dear daehyun,

it’s been 2 years since i know you. it’s been 2 years since i stan and admire you. 2 years is a long period of time and the longest time i’ve ever stan anyone. so today is the second day of Live On Earth in Seoul and you cried infront of everyone for the first time which makes me teared up too. i was very touched to know that you had the most hard time when you are with yongguk. it’s saddening to see you cried and bursted into tears which was my first time to see you did. 

anyway, i’m very proud of you. i really am. i might not complimenting you a lot, but i hope you know that you are perfect. the way you care for everyone just touched me. the way you tweet to babyz to take care of ourselves, to be careful with the cold and to stay warm or others make me love you more. how i wish you know that daehyun.

i admit i’m not really a good fan. i cursed to you. i got angry at you. i talk shit about you but still dae, i love you so much and more than you imagine i will. i’m not good in expressing myself but all these things i’m writing is sincere from my heart. you say you’re not good looking and you’re still lacking but can’t you see that’s why we all love you? your cute mistakes, your imperfections, your everything make us love you more. i can’t describe how much i love you. how mad and sad i am to know that there would be someone very lucky to have you as her husband. someone lucky that can take care of you and have your child. i’m sad to think of that but i need to move on shall i?

maybe she can’t love you the way i can but she will love you more than i can. when you finally meet your love of life, please take care of her like you take care of your fans. your love for your wife won’t be the same like your love for the fans. we are just fans. the unlucky ones. i might hate you future wife but still, she will take care of my love so i need to approve her lol.

but whatever it is, thank you for being you. thank you for existing. thank you for everything. i love you so much daehyun. 사랑해<3